Senin, 26 Oktober 2009

BEWARE!!!




BEWARE!!!


Things are getting better and better this week, I'VE BOUGHT THE TICKET...WAIT FOR ME MY SUNSHINE!!!


I'm goin to start to write this blog in English, since I have to adapt the other class, another lecture that is completely different from the rudimentary one. My friends said that SHE's stringent on running the class. Owh...I'm sooooo scareeeed.


This is the story of ticket buying. One day I decided to go to KL sentral since I don't have any credit card to pay the ticket directly from the internet. So i left there in intention to pay it in cash. I got there before 9, so the booth still closed, I wait till it opened.


When it was open I came on the front line, the system down, SUCK, I have to wait for a couple minutes. Once it officially open I stood up in line. "17 to 22nd January please!", I was so darn confident since I saw the price less that a hundred. Suddenly that lady showed me the price on her fuckin calculator...393RM...what the f**k? She saw my stunned face, then she told me that the price on the internet is promotion fare, and I have to pay directly from the internet. I got no idea, so I jumped in front of the computer nearby, in the same booth. I opened the site, then I typed in my data...I was looking around, looking for ideas,then I asked the lady beside me. "Can i have a favor please? I need to use your credit card, I will give u the cash." I know its hard believe person you just meet. So she said, this is not my card, my bro's card. Emh...Shit.


I was looking around, and there's a woman behind me said that she can help me. Hufft...Short story, She used her card, it's done, and I gave her my money. I tried to give her more as her favor, she refused. Can you see now that God's around us N?


The second one just happened by now. I've been trying to withdraw money from atms here. Nothing's work. So I called Mandiri, the lady said there's nothin wrong, f**k. So i checked every single atm I could meet. Same fuckin story. I text my mom that's probably somethins wrong with the sending process. I wait, I eat, and I missed my Dad's call. I text him that I was on the road. He called afterwards, and THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE SENDING. RELIEVED...


Here are the things, first I would like to thank God for what He has done this far. I can see that we have to act in order to gain the self fulfillment. Status quo is bullshit if you don't wanna to feel empty, believe in Him, He has his own way that none of us know how it works. I would like to say, stay in your gut, get along with youself, initiate to build you strength instead of focus in you weakness and do nothin. Substance, not the sizzle.


Second, I'd like to warn my self. God can simply slump you all over again so you can understand that this is His own way to make u better. He can give u another tests in order to say "yes" on your pray. He always answers, but in the way that we never expect, or the answer just as simple as "no". We'll never able to predict what is going to happen to ourselves, we'll never be able to predict what is going on around us that affecr us, directly or indirectly. Life is the series of luck, all we do is make ourselves deserve to get the luck.


We dont' wanna be a chicken in the farm that feed every single day then think that these man are good, they will slaughter us as we big enough. Beware, think smart, think fast, and think big.


Thanks N.


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